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Knight in Bloody Armor

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Each scar stares at me, each scar, a memory of a failure or misfortune. Each day so variable, each day, a reminder to my mother's failed abortion. Each word unheard, each word, a failed attempt at reaching out. Each minute so lonely, each minute, a torturous new thought to mull about. Every scar unchanging, each scar a beautiful imperfection from my history. Every day the same, each new day revealing it's untold mystery. Every word significant, each word, a thought so precious to my heart. Every minute a chance, each minute a reason to move on and find a new start.

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My thighs won't stop burning. My hands are still shaking. Is a failed suicide attempt still a failed suicide attempt if no one knows that you tried? Is it just a psychotic break? How should I know? I'm the one who's crazy or trying to kill herself. Nothing I say matters because I'm effing insane, right? Everything hurts. There was blood everywhere, I'm scared I'll do it again. I almost did this morning. The Butterflies can't save me now. I need to find a reason to live. Something that really matters. Or people need to stop caring about me, so I can move on without feeling so damn guilty for it. is it so selfish to want

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Look there, do you see her? She slinks in the corner with her Black tears Hide me, she whispers Look here, do you see me? I'll hide away from the world My reflection my only friend. I'll watch her hide in the corner I'll watch her fade into nothing While those tears are still going Still dripping on the floor Look, can you still see her? She behind that mask That white, smily mask People don't believe her My reflection my only friend. These tears I'll cry as I continue to stare In the mirror.